Sweetness and Light

All is well.

All is love.


It just cost me my self respect and any semblance to a backbone.

I couldn't stand the frigid atmosphere any longer.  The hurt looks, the silent grimaces of pain, the appearance of a kicked puppy.

I surrendered.

Kamerad, nicht schießen

I apologised profusely.

I apologised for having a little nap because I felt tired.

I apologised for not finishing off all of the weeding in a 3 hour blitzkrieg when a gentle 1 week application would have been more restful.

I apologised for having ideas above my station (eg any at all)

I apologised for speaking strongly and using analogies, which, whilst accurate, were detrimental to my beloved's well being, moral stature and ego.

I apologised for being an individual with my own personal ideas, agendas and consciousness.

I apologised for being a man.

I will have my revenge.  Sometime.  When you least expect it.  Dear.